you are my dream!

4 more days left.
and i will leave this place.
i will miss every moment whn im at here.
i will cherish everythin tht i had nw.
i knw,nobody will love u deep deep forever.
even he treat u like his everything.
i hate myself for loving u.
you are stl my dream.
the dream which cant come true forever.

merry christmas! ;D

hw gud if i can countdown wif you.
bt im soo happy d,coz i countdown wif my beloved babes dis year.
i love u girls so so much!
and last,
merry x'mas to all of you
and thanks 4 sumone's x'mas present! ;)





by love,
Rachel.

im nt sad,im just upset!

i really need a girls out!

i think im stl nt in holiday mode.
im in working mode all the time since holiday till nw.
i really need a girls out day.
i want to gossip with my girls!
everyday wake up early in the morning.im sooo tired actually
i want to slp like nobody buisness and no alarm to annoy me!
i want to go penang to shop till broke!
i want to buy sum christmas stuff!
aikzz.
no time no slp no enjoy!
FML deep deep deep.

The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved

<3 nice song!!

fighting!!

我在努力我在努力我在努力!!!

DEC!!

:O
已经是2010年的最后1个月了
怎么过得那么快?
现在的我过得很好
不会像去年的现在这样
想说怎么我的最后1个大放假是做工度过的啊?
如果现在真的叫我不做我是会舍不得
因为老板老板娘都对我很好 :))
算了吧
还是做工好
不然我会烂掉
圣诞节要到了
整个很有气氛
说好了圣诞节要跟你1起过 ;)
去年的christmas eve很烂,因为某些事!
今年不会酱了
宝贝们,想到要交换什么礼物了没?哈哈
今年大家要1起开开心心地去countdown ;D
我要好好珍惜2010年的最后1个月分
很感慨
怎么感觉才刚开学而已啊
现在要圣诞了
然后就新年
然后就很快很快了
岁月真的不留人
无奈
可能地球越转越快了.哈哈 -.-
期待我跟宝贝们的trip!
期待christmas,new year eve! <3



*我还是有资格追求自己的幸福的!!!

时间它在飞。

感慨。
时间怎么过得那么快
怎么中4就这样结束了
现在也11月中了
我也已经做工了半个月
每天都过得很充实
至少我不会像往年的假期1样吃饱就睡,睡醒就吃
我不喜欢时间过得那么快
我不舍得
不想1眨眼又开学了
不想1眨眼又中5了

时间不要过得那么快好不好?

i gotta feeling!

love me and feel me.




♥ N.

不明白.不平衡

不明白某些人为什么1直很喜欢装到自己漠不关心
装到自己很冷酷
不明白那个装的point是什么



*若没有爱,会更不平衡

15/09.

a nice day out with kessyl and rebbie.
1st time out with kessyl,she is so tall and cute.
ahaa.i knw she gt view my blog 1.
btw,nice to meet u! ;D
watched 老牛吃嫩草. nt really nice.
after movie,went to old town.
thn home sweet home.
finally,i've decide dunwan ttn qiumei's cls d.
hope i wont regret laa. ;P


*thursday will hv a photoshoot again.
jiayou to myself and my partner laoyong tan. lol.





-XOXO-

hols nw!

yeah!

finally gt 2weeks hols.

1st week ady passed.

last saturday,sunday worked with babe chea at penang.

it's fun and relax like hell.

saturday night stay at chea's cousin's condo.

chit chat with chea,june them till midnight.

sunday morning went swim sumore b4 worked. :P

bravo!

after 2 days worked,monday went shop with chea.

2days salary gone! and i get myself many stuff.

*miracle happened while working*

but it's ntg special.

whn reached sp,i damn miss chea. 2nights ''gud night,sweet dream,god bless''with her.

feel warm. :p haa.

dis week full of events.busy but i do enjoyed it.

coz i dun like to stay at home. it make me feel kinda empty.

i like many many ppls bside me,bt is friends nt stranger or malay,india. *yuckkk

today went photoshoot with sotong.

ya!dis is my 1st time shooting.

feel nervous and uncomfortable.

my hand are like cacat while shooting.

i dun really knw hw to post like a proffesional model actually.

lol. sure. model had alot of experience d.

bt im only the 1st time.

so nvm laarr.

today tired but it's worth it.

thanks the photographers !

hope we'll be able to shoot again next time.

cant wait to see the pic i had taken dis morning.

*WINK. ;)

XOXO.

厌倦。

1星期有7天.
但就只有星6可以睡到自然醒.
最近好累.
累得我不想睁开眼睛.
想一直一直的睡下去.
我讨厌闹钟.
学校,补习,功课.
每天重复性的生活几时才会有改变.
我厌倦了! *无奈*

梦。

梦,
是现实生活中的反射。

newmoon is love!

yst just watched new moon.
i watched twillight 1st thn eclipse thn just new moon.
weird right? -.-
i finally knw why bella likes jacob too.
jacob is too man n handsome.
but i like edward more thn him.
he is just romantic and sweet.
i luv the way edward protect bella.
but sumtime is too rude i think. -.-
bella become so emo in new moon coz edward leave her alone.
hw saddd.
i cant wait to watch breaking dawn.
it must be super nice and hv a happy ending 4 sure. :)




♥

FML.

quite exhausted these few days.
arrgh.
stl hv ton of homeworks and projects havent done yet.
hate homeworks.
hate those malay teachers.
hate 2mrw's timetable.
fed uppppp.
FML and kill mee.

家人♥

因为马来人puasa早放学
可是我坐van还是要很迟才到家
昨天到家时闹了1下
但爸爸没任何反应
我只好就算了鲁
谁知道今天放学时
1个人走去要等van的那时候
我看到爸爸很帅的站在校门那里等着我
真的好感动
他特地给我惊喜
我真的好开心
那一刻真的觉得我好幸福♥

回到家
看到阿嫲煮好的饭
突然觉得很感触
阿嫲阿公都很老了
阿公到现在还需要载我跟妹妹去补习*但只是有时候
真的很替他辛苦
但没办法我还不会驾车
多希望我能快快去考车了
那他就不用那么辛苦了♥

姐姐在kl读书
我有时真的很想念她
但我自己也是很累
所以几乎只有她打给我
我从来没有主动打给她
今天跟她聊了好久
真的好想她♥

把妈咪放到最后1个才写
并不是她在我心里排在最后1位
妈咪永远都是我的最爱
我要什么她都会买给我
生病了就马上带我去看医生
无论发生什么事我都会告诉她
她都会安慰我鼓励我
她真的是很棒♥

家人真的是排在第1位
无论发生什么事
家人永远都会站在你身边
支持你
此时此刻
我真的觉得自己很幸福
希望我的家人们可以健健康康的
我爱他们♥

距离。

今晚我们的距离不会很遥远，
因为我们都站在同块区域上。



♥

a boring night.

i hate saturday!
it's damn boring.
make me feel so empty.
and i miss u badly right nw.
whr r u?
wad u doin thr?
everythin fine?
eat dy?
wan slp d?
omg.
i just wish u were here baby. '.'

幼稚。

放我家鲨鱼咬你!!
杀杀杀!杀你个片甲不留*

wish*

can we pretend tht airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars.
i could really use a wish right nw.
如果上天给我3个愿望
我1定会毫不犹豫的许下1个愿望
这愿望1定是关于你的
你是美好的
或许得不到的东西永远都是最美好的
每当把你放进内心最深1处
你总是又出现在我的地方
你好强!

n___n

又进入新的1个月份了
时间过得好快
最近过得不错
我并没有忘掉这里
因为至少这里还可以让我讲讲心事
回想起去年的这个时候
我应该在准备着大考了
很多事情都人势已非了
也许很多人都觉得我变了
但人不都是善变的动物吗
也许我真的变了很多
但我最爱的还是我家人
我也还是那张雪盈
我懂我变什么
我长大了
强悍的张雪盈不会再为了小事情而不开心
因为这样很paranoid.
我也不想天天emo
其实有谁的1生会是很开心的过得呢
1定有些起起伏伏才叫人生
有些事情过就让他过去了
不需要再执着些什么
这都是我一直告诉自己的
未来的路还有很长
我需要经历的事还很多
1定要保持美丽心情去面对. ^^
dun cry becoz it's over. smile bcoz it's happened! =DDD
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

=/

later 2.30 am is world cup final dy!!
support holland.
wish they can win the champion!!
:O

:)) be brave to face all da problems.

finally malam budaya is over. D:
miss all the time whn we're practising so much.
same as last year.
early in the morning went beng siew hall to raptai dy.
thn after raptai went bac sherleen's house to bath.
bout 2.30 sumthin off to de-touch.
whn we reached,yongxin,jolie ady thr.
fast thn us. lol.
the gal name perry help me curl my hair 1st.
after hair thn just make up.
owh!! i love dis year's look.
i love our makeup and hairstyle.
it's quite nice.
i like my fringe too!! :)
heee.after done everythin,
me,yongxin,jolie,sher and rebbie went to beng siew hall 1st.
left ray and xin stl makeuping.
coz tht time wan rain dy.and our hair will spoiled if kena water.
time flies.
idk want repeat dis word hw many time.
bt really time flies.
we took many pics while waiting.
and so fast reach us d.
maybe the earth turn more faster day by day.
lol.
b4 our turn,
rebbie go inside the hall and watch the band performance.
after she came out.she call me go in to hall 4 take a look!
i hv no nervous b4 i enter the hall.
after saw clowded of PPL. and they shout like very excited and high!
i was nervous like hell.
wth.
i really nervous till breathless.
hw lousy am i. stupid ==
whn i was on the stage.
i try my best.
maybe nt so gud.
bt at least i've tried. :P
thank god!
dis year's performance dun hv any mistake again.
much more better thn last year.
damn excited.
and dun feel any regret!
after dance,change our costume.
thn go eat with rebbie and nel..
am quite happy tht day.
but am oso kinda sad tht day.
coz of my argentina!!
they lose.
germany 4-argentina 0.
oh.sad case!
btw.i will stl support u,argentina..



many thin happened recently.
bt nw everythin was settled.
so i no worries anymore.
huu~
yst had a nice conversation with sotong at station1.
thanks ur support! :*
i feel regret why dunwan listen to ur advice b4.
bt nw oso nt bad la.
at least i knw the truth dy.
:PP



ppl just ignore me if u dislike me.
我没有办法让全世界都知道我的好
但我已经尽力了
so up to u ppl.
learn to be more optimistic and dun emo everyday!
i knw i gt improve!!
keep it up,rachel teoh!!
u knw?
family and ur babes will always stand by ur side with u.
so no worries be happy.
:)))
=DDD
^^

MB again!!

its july!!!
malam budaya is coming soon.
oopss. nt soon. is just 2mrw!
pretty excited right nw!
am nt a prefect gal.
bt i will try my best.
hope everythin will just goin smooth 2mrw.
and the music and make up dun mistake again,pls.
god bless us!!


rebecca tan
shirlyn ong
heng ke xin
koik pei juo
tok yong xin
raymond hun
ALL DA BEST!! <3

嚴爵-謝謝你的美好

nice song. :)

i wish i can.

i wish i can.
1) get a DSLR camera.
2) a pair of ALDO high heel.
3) all forever 21's stuff.
4) topshop's stuff all belonging to me.
5) get more taller.
6) slim down.
7) hv a body like megan fox.
8) hv a boyf who i love him so much.
9) pull u cum back to my side.
10) happy everyday.

N.G.S.Y!!!!

hey,dis post is just 4 u!!
i knw u gt follow my blog wan la.
lol.
thanks 4 everythin u had done 4 me.
thanks 4 ur care whn am get hurt or watever.
thanks 4 ur comfort whn am down nowadays.
i knw i always ignore u la.
bt am really tired.
nt intentionally wan.
:DD
so forgive me la.
and dun 4gt wad u've promise me.
thankyouverymuch!! <3
:*))

YDKTILY. :)

half year gone.
it's ady june.
2weeks holiday oso ended up.
so damn bored in dis 2 weeks.
luckily gt hang out with babes. so tht's enough.
lat wed went movie with mum and sis. :*
we watch karate kid.
rating: 5 starss
nice thn ip man la i think.
very nicee!!
xiao drey so cute and hand. :)
owh!
next saturday malam budaya dy.
so rush!!!
hv no enough time to prepare everythin.
shitt.
dunknw hw.
recently's life was so depress.
i feel down everyday.
why?? :((
sigh,YADKTILY!!! <3



*can sumone cheer me up!!
i want to be a happy gal. D;

hey,douche bag!

hey,faker+douche bag!
don't u feel tired?
everyday keep acting and ----.
wont tired arr??
friends do like dis really liao lian ar.
ntg much wanna write bout u.
coz just gt only 1 word can describe u.
FAKER!!


*ppl dun missunderstand am writin u! :DD

:D

希望希望
这不再会是个错误
(:



*宝贝雷必卡
车车爱你
<3

久违了的更新.

这里都要发霉了
好久好久没更新了
已经5月了
我生日也都过了
今年生日过得很开心
要谢谢我的朋友们
还有你们的蛋糕

这2个星期是考试周
:S
希望1切顺利啦

最近的生活很简单但很快乐
^^

dreamscometrue.

5 more days!!!

she.her.herself

sometime,
she'll feel so lonely.
she's nt as strong as u all think.

she's trying to be tough.
she's trying to be happy everyday.
she's trying to be a all-ppl-like-gal.
she's trying to be a optimistic gal.
she's trying to be perfect.
she's trying to let ppl happy everyday.
she's trying to be nt useless.
she's need somebody's care.

sometime,
she'll miss you,you and you.
so just keep ur mouth shut and stop telling the world tht she's a bad gal.
she's nt as bad as u all think.
dont ever insult her anymore.

she love her family.
she love her classmate.
she love her friends.
and
she love herself too.

mistake!!!

heyppl.

mistake again!!!
wt*!


dis is the best mistake i've ever made!!!

4gv me.

satisfy;

just make a simple post.
hmmm,ady finish exam and started holiday!
am happy recently. :D
i just wanna happy everyday.
cherish every happy moment i had.


* cant wait for tuesday!! bf,im comming. :]


p/s: jun xian,happy birthday to u!
wish u happy everyday!
thanks for everything u had done 4 me.
btw,wish u xing fu kuai le!

make your days brighter!

accept wat u must,

and change wat u can.

think b4 u act,

and nt regret any moment of carelessness.

appreciate wat u hv and the wonderful person u're.

enjoy the simple pleasures of life:

in nature and in people.

forgive mistakes and forget the past.

learn and discover new experiences and take life as an adventure.

dream and make plans for ur future....

go for wat u want!

meaningful CNY.

chor 1,
just stay at home for a whole day,
around 9++pm just out with friends.

chor 2,
back alor setar as usual.
chor 2 didn get so many angpau.
night,went my dear's house.
eat steamboat again.
take many pics by mandee.

chor 3,
whn i was sleeping,
mummy come in to my bedroom n tell me tht ah ma in hospital again.
owh,
wad a sad case. :(
luckily ntg just nt enough rest.
after prepare everythings go choe pei sing's house take ang pau.
haha.
then old town for lunch.
then yunfeng's house.
night,sing k with my dears n babes.
wad the wonderful chor 3.

chor 4,
rebbie and babes came to my house.
after tht we went to watch movie,
vm's cinema was so cool.
after watch movie.
go another guy's house eat and bai nian.

chor 5,
2.++ pm just wake up.
night,went kek lok si with family.
:D

chor 6,
went to watch movie again.
after movie,
eat steamboat again.@@

chor 7,
stay at home and do holiday homeworks.

chor 8,
school reopen....

hehe,
dis is my meaningful cny.
how bout u?
heart my all babes so much. <3
hehe

well,due to my ah ma's health problem.
start frm sunday,i need to take van to school everyday dy.
:(
sad case sad case..

wish i can get use to it asap.
:D
i always believe tht,
everythings will be fine sooner or later.
peace.*

happy happy CNY!!

wohooo!
today eat tuan yuan fan dy.
so fast.
so,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
&
HAPPY V'S DAY,
everyone !!!!

''black friday

feel like wanna blog.
bt dun really knw wanna blog bout wad?!

okay.
let's share my black friday,
me n my sis plan wanna go see tht taipusum since we dunknw how india celebate it.
coz papa mummy dun ever bring us go to see.
whn we're stl on the way,
gt 1 warja dunknw y suddenly slown down,
and infront of my car gt 1 balck viva,it oso stop down to wait it,
whn we had stop down n wating the car.
suddenly,i had heard the sound 'yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'
it's so loudly n scary sound!
whn i turn my head n see wht's going on,
i ady knw the car will bang us!
coz it's too fast!
ya!tht wira bang us.

tht stupid malay guy drive till so fast.
sister n my neck was get hurt and my head like blur blur after the car bang us.
yst ady go see doctor dy,
eat madicine dy,
bt seem like my neck pain thn yst.
my sis feel too,her hurt is serious thn me,
coz she's dring the car.
so 2mrw mummy will bring us go to hospital to have a check.
so unlucky!
bt oso luckily coz we're stl in one piece.
ah mi tuo foo~
if nt,nw i cant blogging dy.
maybe im ady......
t.t

ended*

us,
no more love,
no more hang out 2gether,
no more parties 2gether,
no more gossip 2gether,
no more take pic 2gether,
no more celebrate 2gether..
no more...no more...no more...
it's all ended up!
maybe it's lucky 4 u guys.

like 'u' said no one will admit their wrong,
so just let it be.
outsiders're most didn hv qualify 2 said our things.
bt i cant ever control their's mouth.
so just continue say ba.
i dont care anymore!weeee*

hehe.
everthings's ended!
gonna start my new life!
wohoo. :D
♥

bye!my ex lover,
j,
e,
e,
l,
s,
y,
l!
♥

back to school!

it's school time!
i miss my former classmate very very much!
to 3.7's students,
although we had different class or block,
bt i do miss u guys very very much! =(
haiz.feel so down nowadays.
dunknw why.
i will try my best to study hard dis 2 years.
jia you!!


*to someone,
pls,if want copy ppl,do some different.
dont same same 100%.
pekcek!!